sometimes i feel like a robot

maybe it’s being neurodivergent or being trans or something intrinsic about me, but i feel more like a robot than a human being sometimes.

not necessarily in an all the time kind of way, but just sometimes. i don’t fit in, and i don’t understand how to work all these human things.

i just want to be left alone with the things i enjoy and understand. but not too alone.

don’t refer to me, please.